Fuck It

You’re getting sick of me

We held on foolishly

We should just never be

It’s time that we both see


That we’re both fuckin fools

We fucked up all the rules


Sacrifices you make

And everything I take

This cycle needs to break

It’s all a big mistake


Yea, we’re so fuckin done

Cause all I do is run


I dream of better days

You’re always in a haze

And when I give you praise

We’re right back in the craze


We fucked up all our luck

Now we don’t give a fuck


Everyday we try

We feed ourselves that lie

The price is just too high

It’s time to say goodbye


But I still fuckin stay

It’s just another day

When We Were Young

I know what it means to be young

I remember bathing in the devil’s waters

Consequences were rare in sight

Every now and then I still dip my toes

The price to pay is much higher

The waters are not so forgiving

They want more

I carry the burns inside

Where they never fade away

I know God can see them

I stopped trying to hide a long time ago

You can lose a lot in those waters

Good thing I was empty

And kept my mouth closed

Sensual Beyond Flesh

Lying under the moonlight

A spirited figure

Awaiting purification

From the Earth’s oldest elements

Skin tingling in desperation

As rain falls from the stars

Cleansing my very being

Splashing among each pore

Pleasure awakening unknown senses

Reviving the hidden creature

From within a temple

Of hand fed insecurities

Orgasmic acid floods my veins

As I indulge in a trembling daze

Immersed in the heart of an electric mist

Transformed anew through nature


You wonder why you’re broken

You didn’t smell the lies in time

When you love with your eyes

And trust with your ears

You give your heart

For a moment of passion

You lose yourself

For a chance of acceptance

You don’t even know your worth

You don’t feel bits of your soul

Sprinkle the earth

As it’s crushed by the grip

Of another’s ego

Don’t you miss it, Love?

What did you expect?

When you act like a fool

You get taken for a fool

When We Were Young

I remember tasting her

I remember it felt wrong

But only because that was how

I was told to feel

And the fear of being caught

Was taken over by

My want for her

Looking back

I think the only problem

Was that I was much too young

To possess such a thirst


Maybe if I were raised more free

I would be a different me


What I know

Is that I never again kissed

Another girl the way

She kissed me

Stardusted Dreams

Eager whispers seek the moon

From timid tongues riddled with secrets

Undeniable cravings

Desperate to be worn by constellations

Draping the night sky

Hungry with a wanderlust

To sail along this atmosphere

To reach beyond this galaxy

If only to be cradled

By the one who bathes in fantasies

This mysterious dream giver

How she dangles our every lust

She sprinkles a peek only

When our eyes are surely shut

And so we bleed desire

From our hearts up to the heavens

Most of my pieces do not rhyme, that happens to be my favorite way to write


Take the ugly from my veins

That hate my body

And corrupt my brain

Quiet the voices in my head

That say I’m better off just dead

Free my heart from it’s steel cage

Built of sadness, fear and rage

Find my soul, wandering lost

Bring it back at any cost

Forgive my angry words of doubt

Show me faith when I’m without

Teach my spirit a sweet, new song

Maybe I’ll smile when things go wrong

Dream in Adventure


Pure violet whispers of wild, relic dreams

She dances in memories once forgotten

Painting with words of infinite beauty and meaning

This world in her head is more than pretend

Follow a path, they all lead to these dreams

Wandering around is the best way to find one

Her story is an unconventional love letter

To no one and all who may read it

It is written in the language of adventure

For adventure has always been her passion

And the only means to decipher her heart