Fuck It

You’re getting sick of me

We held on foolishly

We should just never be

It’s time that we both see


That we’re both fuckin fools

We fucked up all the rules


Sacrifices you make

And everything I take

This cycle needs to break

It’s all a big mistake


Yea, we’re so fuckin done

Cause all I do is run


I dream of better days

You’re always in a haze

And when I give you praise

We’re right back in the craze


We fucked up all our luck

Now we don’t give a fuck


Everyday we try

We feed ourselves that lie

The price is just too high

It’s time to say goodbye


But I still fuckin stay

It’s just another day


You wonder why you’re broken

You didn’t smell the lies in time

When you love with your eyes

And trust with your ears

You give your heart

For a moment of passion

You lose yourself

For a chance of acceptance

You don’t even know your worth

You don’t feel bits of your soul

Sprinkle the earth

As it’s crushed by the grip

Of another’s ego

Don’t you miss it, Love?

What did you expect?

When you act like a fool

You get taken for a fool

When We Were Young

I remember tasting her

I remember it felt wrong

But only because that was how

I was told to feel

And the fear of being caught

Was taken over by

My want for her

Looking back

I think the only problem

Was that I was much too young

To possess such a thirst


Maybe if I were raised more free

I would be a different me


What I know

Is that I never again kissed

Another girl the way

She kissed me

Cosmic Dream


You appear as a dream born of the cosmos, you kiss like the full moon, your soul tastes of mystic stardust, and your wings ride off on planets

Your mind is a galaxy, vast and full, gravity is lost in you, with every cluster in your eyes, you rouse my bones and skin


You smell of hopes and wild intentions, and possess a celestial love so deep, you sail alongside meteors, your spirit is luminescent

You bathe in a nebula sea, while your fingers drink in the sun, breathing the same air as God, you speak in constellations

All of this, you are to me

And I, a mere comet in your universe

Dirty Love

Who decides which of us deserve love? She asks the moon every night.

The only love she’s ever known was always taken from her. Men force their love on her, spilling it on her body.

Afterwards, she becomes irrelevant, not a thought wasted on her until the next craving.

So she gives herself on a pole to any man who walks in. Her heart melting on the stage before each private dance.

Because you don’t need your heart when you’re given love in the form of thirsty eyes, raised pants and crinkled paper.

This is what she sold her body and soul for.

This cannot be love. But it’s the only love she knows.