Use me

Use me

For I am a forgotten wish

A shiny coin tossed in a beaten well

The pretty petals plucked from a dainty flower

Stunning stars sprinkling the sapphire sky

That once held your gaze and granted your wish

Now hidden in the light of a new day

While you search for happiness in the sun

 

Use me

For my body is nothing more than dust and wind

I can damage your soul in a whirlwind of hate

Like a tornado spiraling out of control

With no direction and even less grace

An earthquake that claims more than you were willing to give

Crumbling your world into the very dust

You once left me in when you walked away

 

Use me

For my mind is as wicked as it is magnificent

Like a terrifying predator ripping through its kill

Smearing rich blood on its exotic coat

A fleeting romance that ends in woeful heartache

A love letter that turns ugly

Sealed with my signature red lips

Because I have no shame

 

Use me

For I have held your fickle heart in mine

Like a golden locket without a picture

A withering book with faded words and lost pages

The midnight sky with no moon in sight

A bed with two pillows and a vacant side

A lifeless body missing its soul

And just like that, you’ve rendered me empty

I Adore

I adore

The depth of your soul and filling it to the brim with my worship

Your amorous smile romancing my every whim

The light in your eyes that flickers to the beat of my heart

 

I adore

The feel of soft grass on my back and in between my fingers and toes

The fireflies dancing around us as the sky shifts into a twilight embrace

The stars dusting passion onto us with every wild kiss

 

I adore

The flavor of your fingers in my mouth

Your skin under my nails and your breath in my ear

How the moonlight pours against your back and spills over your shoulders, splashing me entirely

 

I adore

You

This

Us

Is It Love?

You like the color of my heart when she blushes

The fire in my eyes when they’re locked on yours

The way my words taste on the tip of my tongue

And spill onto you like love letters painting your skin

 

You like the feel of my fingers tracing your heart on your chest

Tickling your flesh and awakening your pores

The sweet smile I flash before saying, “I’m yours”

And how perfectly my hands fit into yours

 

How I straddle you in bed and bite your bottom lip softly

Just before you flip me over and pin me down

You like how I tremble underneath you

And breathe desire against your neck

 

You like claiming my heart after the long chase

Listening to her beat for you only

Holding me close so I can’t disappear

Breathing in my scent all night with my curves forming to you

 

If this is love, then I want it all

So tell me, is it love?

Falling

I’ve done it again

I jumped, trying to fly

Only to find myself plummeting

Falling into life and its crooked ways

 

I’ve been in constant descent since I was kid

Maybe even longer

I fall for everything

And damn it, it feels good all the way down

 

Sweet talk giving color to my cheeks

Lies that turn into broken promises

Humans that love only themselves

Ironically, I’m one of them

Temptation because yes, please, I want it badly

Love when it tastes like freedom

Hearts too pretty to pass up

Souls that match my own

Words as real as death

The magic of being lost in nature

Wishes that never come true

Cravings I can’t quite satisfy alone

Dreams that leave me wanting

A touch to make me tremble

Soft lips I can’t resist

A charming wink to melt for

A stare that strikes me down with eyes that draw me in

Smiles that steal my heart, ready to break it

 

All these things leave me weak

They give me false wings

For a chance to destroy myself

And those around me

But no matter the cost

I’ll never stop falling

I Don’t Know How

I don’t know how to be good for you

I don’t know how to be what you need

With everything I’ve done

And all that I’ve said

All I want is to be just that

But I don’t know how

 

I don’t know how to be right for you

I don’t know how to be there for you

I wish I could with all my heart

So I can finally end my search

With you and you only

But I just don’t know how

 

I don’t know how to be on fire for you

I don’t know how to be careful with you

I hope to learn for my soul’s sake

So life doesn’t feel this lonely

And I won’t give up so easily

But I really don’t know how

 

I don’t know how to be me with you

I don’t know how be full with you

With all the hardships I’ve faced

And every lesson I’ve learned

You would think I could do so

But sadly, I don’t know how

Everything I Am

They call me a dreamer

Saying my head is in the clouds like it’s a bad thing

My heart is full of hope

And my eyes awestruck by wonder

 

They call me a hippie

I remind them of wildflowers and sunshine

I spread peace and love to all with just a smile

I dance in the rain and crave to be free

 

They call me a poet

A true lover of words

A teller of tales

A hopeless romantic

 

They call me ditsy

A foolish little girl with no direction in life

Naive to believe in every lie

Innocent and sweet and I like it that way

 

They call me a runner

Because I never stay put

I leave everyone I love behind

To save them from myself

 

They call me a lost soul

As I have never found my way

I follow different paths

And lose myself in a single person

 

But I’ll never forget the man who found me in the forest

And refused to let me run

Who fell for my sweet nature

And shared my love for words

A man who stares deep into my smiling eyes

And dreams along with me

Musician’s Muse

 

Touch me with your skilled hands

Cradle me in your strong embrace

Play me like I’m the only instrument

Your fingers have ever craved to trace

 

Strum my skin with delicate strokes

Graze my curves, soft and smooth

Turn my moans into a sweet serenade

Use me if only just to soothe

 

Bask in every melodious note

Pluck wherever it feels right

Squeeze my wrists like you would

The neck of your guitar so tight

 

Scratch a little if you must

Don’t be afraid to shred too rough

Make it wild, make me yours

Revel in my silky buff

Tonight Is Ours

Meet me in the rain
Where we can wash away the pain

Strip your clothes that hide your skin
Show me where I should begin

Trace my curves with your fingers
Kiss me with soft lips that linger

Strong hands that draw me in so close
And lay me in your favorite pose

Hold me down and have your way
Warm tongue that loves to wildly play

Lure my moans out from within
Turn me into your sweetest sin

Bring me back to my knees
All I want to do is please

Forget the past and all the games
Open your mouth and breathe my name

Make me tremble from a single stare
Charge my soul with a touch so rare

Tomorrow our hearts can run free
But tonight, you’ll have all of me

Damaged

You painted my soul with colors we can only dream up

And you brought them to life with the intensity piercing from your dark stare

My heart was once filled to the brim because of you

But you drank from it and left me empty

 

You breathed your desire on my skin

And smeared passion on my lips

We devoured each other until there was nothing left

I’ve never felt so used, have you?

 

Your love was toxic

I’m still draining the poison from my heart

I remember the nights you licked the lust off my curves

You glared at me with hungry eyes and I thought I would melt before you

 

We shattered each other time and time again

You ripped me apart and I wrecked you

But I’ll love your damaged heart if you’ll love mine

Our broken pieces can fit together

Long Lost Soul

Sometimes in my dreams, I see myself in the house I used to live in as a child

But sometimes I see another house and I imagine it was my home in a past life

And sometimes I see myself in a whole other place with someone I don’t know

Someone familiar, and I feel as though I was connected to them at some point, in some way

Like an old love from another life or a best friend when my soul resided in another body

 

My mind doesn’t remember them when I wake up but my heart knows them very well

I find myself wishing I could run into their soul again in this life

Would they remember me too? Would they feel me and know I used to belong to them?

Would they feel the urge to have me once more?

Would I?

Maybe they would remember the bad between us in our old life together

Then again, maybe they would feel only the good and we could relive our best days over

 

If you had the chance to reconnect with a familiar soul from another life, would you?

I would tell them my heart remembers them

She recognizes their heart and the twinkle their soul leaves behind in their stunning eyes

I’ll remember what it feels like when their heart beats for me as I feel it again

 

Long lost soul, if you’re out there right now, I feel you, I remember you

Do you dream of me too? Do you think of the way I made you feel many years ago?

Do you catch yourself standing alone in the shower telling me you don’t know me but you miss me?

I do

I hope someday we can feel it again

I hope you find me and remind me with a single kiss

In this life or another, come back to me